I Love You but You’re Killing Me

What am I to do?

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUT YOU’RE KILLING ME….

I love you but…
you widen my hips so my pants no longer fit

I love you but…
you make me angry and anxious

I love you but
you make me moody and mad

I love you but
you love cancer more than you love me

I love you but
you make my skin breakout

I love you but
you compromise my immune system, you rot my teeth, you give me joint pain, you keep me up at night, and you INFLAME MY BODY….

I don’t think I love you anymore.

You make me feel guilty and bad and fat and unfocused.

I’ve been trying to get you out of my life, but you’re sneaky and you show in places that I least expect you to. You hide and disguise yourself, calling yourself by different names so you confuse me. You keep pulling me back in to you.  And even though I know you are not good for me I keep coming back for more.

I REALIZE YOU’VE GOT NOTHING TO OFFER ME.. but empty promises…
Maybe I need to love myself more and lose this old story of “How much I need you”.   I DON’T NEED YOUR NASTY QUALITIES.

Today, I CHOOSE ME. I AM LETTING YOU GO… I CHOOSE MY HEALTHY SEXY BODY that MEANS YOU AND YOU DON’T HAVE A SHOT ANY MORE… WE’RE DONE

I DON’T NEED YOU TO HAVE A SWEET LIFE…..

I KNOW BETTER.. and NOW THAT I KNOW BETTER… I DO BETTER….

and I FEEL AMAZING !

xxooxx Love,

Me